Raindrops
scatter across my windshield as I drive home from a speaking engagement
and the thoughts within my mind feel much the same. Questions
haphazardly come: Should I have said that? Was I helpful? How did it really go?
I
pull into my garage and the sound of the storm lessens. It seems a
stillness begins to settle within me, too. I picture the corner of my
room where I curl up to spend time praying. And these words come to my
heart: “When all is said and done I get to go home to Jesus.”
In
the moment I mean that in the most literal way. I’m thinking of a cup
of tea, warm blanket and time for Him to bring my still-racing heart
back to its usual rhythm. But I smile as I realize the words are true
for eternity, too. No matter what happens in this life, when all is said and done we get to go home to Jesus.
That reality gives us the strength and courage to serve:
Jesus knew that the Father had put all things under his power, and that he had come from God and was returning to God; so he got up from the meal, took off his outer clothing, and wrapped a towel around his waist. After that, he poured water into a basin and began to wash his disciples’ feet. John 13:3-5
We
are called to be foot-washers and holy risk takers, too. To step
outside our comfort zones, face the storms, even walk on water {or speak in public–which feels harder to me sometimes}. We can only do that if we are sure of where we’re ultimately headed and Who will be waiting for us. If you’re not yet, you can be today.
I
open the door of my house and it seems to invite me in like an old
friend. I find my quiet spot in the corner. I close my eyes and all the
questioning stops. I remember again that I am loved not because of what I
do but because of Who I belong to. Home is where my heart is and I’m
not in heaven yet. But I’m learning this: Home is also Who’s within my heart.
And as I whisper a prayer while the storm subsides, I know Jesus is there.
XOXO
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